some stuff i get asked a lot + rambling about identity

this page under construction xD

pronouns he/they or 1/ty

he/they pronouns is not correct because this problem can be simplified further, both sides have "he"!!!! correction is 1/ty. yes this is cringe math joke

whats your deal

im spencer, your friend from the unnamed mysterious DID system. you maybe seen me called "soundcloud rapper headmate" in some strange circles online.

what do you do?

what kind of music do you like?

i like making music and gaming. i play lots of minecraft recently with friends. i make youtube channel (you can see at my navigation bar) it is mostly music.
i like hardstyle/jumpstyle, phonk, and breakcore mostly, but i listen to whatever i find. i dont always know what name to call music, i just see something new and get obsessed with it.

any other hobbies?

i also like playing with computers, like programming (this page!) and breaking my linux computer. i bought new raspberry pi recently but i did not decide what to do with it yet. i have started drawing, its really fun, but im still figuring that out.

what are your politics 👀

im not really into political stuff so i probably wont respond to questions about it BTW. i dont understand it and i dont care, please CW politics on your posts too ok (yes, even that one issue that everyone needs to hear about)
im from communist country and it was nice but i dont know who mao is

are you transfem or not

apparently i have really strong egg/transgirl vibes. im cis "boy," but i am from fictional setting with ABO (omegaverse)... i dont understand "man" or "woman" as genders at all, my gender is just "omega." that said, i understand that "male" and "man" get treated as same thing a lot, so "man" or "boy" or "he/him" is fine. my native language does not have gender pronouns.
i am not comfortable being called egg even if you are joking. i know i seem very "feminine" but people have been very pushy with trying to force me into transfem identity, so its sour to me now.

omegaverse like from fanfic???

from my (short) glances at omegaverse content, my world works a lot differently than popular omegaverse fiction. so i give some quick information about my world's gender system.

alphas do not Control The Whole World. we have gender equality
alphas are not automatically stronger than everyone else, they are smaller (usually) and omegas are larger (again, usually). omegas are normally pretty chubby tbh, store energy so kids can eat if there is not enough food.
omegas do not all have anxiety and fear of everything (but i do have anxiety myself)
betas are not Just Normal Humans, they are very important to us. betas are like "breadwinner" gender, but they dont have to have that role.
we dont think about "male/female" as genders, its your preferences like what hair color you find attractive. male/male and female/female is actually not considered gay if they are different ABO genders. that said, anything with betas is like 25% gay. nothing wrong with that :b
alphas are normally more flashy in style than omegas. for example, my boyfriend(alpha)'s style choices are very "my eyes dont hurt enough, i cant go out yet!" and mine are like "i found this hoodie on floor, ill just put on some random jeans and its perfect" but not all alphas or omegas dress that way. betas just kinda do whatever. and everyone loves skirts (spinny!!!)
we have heat/rut twice yearly, april and october
female alphas do not have penis, and male omegas do not get pregnant. (i think it would be cool if i could tho)

are you human or some kind of silly creature

im not sure how much detail i can use here, because Mr. Host Personality (who i talk about on fedi sometimes) is writing story about me, and i dont want to expose his whole worldbuilding project without permission. short answer: i am this type of creature called lugat, we are obligated carnivore species that preys on humans. our digestive system cant handle anything else, but when i front i can eat all kinds of things ^w^ so im trying new foods everyday, which makes me really happy.

preys on what

we dont have any choice in it, i (and my friends) are trying to be ethical here, but theres not much we can do. i am no threat to you, actually, in my world im so bad at hunting that scientists studying lugats just kinda... let me out. i would probably hurt myself more than anything else if i tried to hunt lol... in my home country we have farming setup(trying to be ethical) so i did not ever see live humans until i moved abroad and just did not really develop my hunting instincts. im fine with that, i like being safe to my human friends<3
sometimes i might say something creepy because of this. i dont mean to be scary, but i dont understand human behavior so much, please do not feel offended.